Daily Draw - Three of Wands, Two of Swords, Four of Cups

Here's that Three of Wands again, because I just must not have quite got it yesterday, now paired with the Two of Swords and the Four of Cups.  I think this card combination today means that I will be exploring my creativity deeper, but no clear good choice will arise, and I will feel discontented with whatever I do decide on.  The stance of the figure in the Two of Swords makes me think she would like nothing as well as to to swing those swords outwards and knock the smug Three of Wands the complacent Four of Cups right off their retrospective towers, and maybe that will be exactly what will happen.  The Nine of Swords had to make a shadowy appearance, just to make sure I understood that I could face a great deal of anxiety about this choice, and when it finally does come due may have a hard time trusting in what I have decided.  This is actually a comforting card for me, because it signals my anxiety, and anxiety is a liar.  I know this.

Update:  I now know what these cards and yesterday's refer to- I have had what I think is an amazing idea for what to write, but it will take a lot of work, research, and dedication.  I have no real idea what I am getting into, which is the blindness of the Two of Swords, and I do not really want the tedium of the amount of work it will require, seen in the Four of Cups, but the creativity in the Three of Wands demands it.  Nervous, excited, and preparing for a long haul...

These cards are from the Paulina Tarot by Paulina Cassidy for U.S. Games Systems, Inc.