I got sick of paying my lawyer to tell my stalker's lawyer to tell the client that they wouldn't see anything they didn't like if they did not insist on following me all over the Internet, so I laid low for a while, but you know what? I am responsible for what I put out into the world, NOT how other people find it or interpret it (or in this case, pervert and malign it).
What I am looking for today is advice on getting my tarot biz mojo back as I heal, as I swim through the chaotic waters of moving and waging a custody battle.
|Tarot by Alexander Daniloff 2012- Seven of Swords, Death, The Empress|
I chuckled, which is one of my favorite reactions to a reading, when I saw these cards. "You gotta let some shit go so you can take care of what matters most" is what echoed through my head.
(PS- How beautiful is this deck? My anniversary present from my husband, bless his sweet heart.)
You'll hear me say this over and over and over again, but there are no bad cards. In another circumstance, with another question (your question is sooo important as you craft a reading, either on your own or with a reader) the Seven of Swords and Death may be intimidating cards, but I am asking for advice, not predicting the future, which is always in flux anyway.
As I move into Death, I take the energy of that Seven of Swords with me so that I can see that I need to let some of my big ideas of how things "should" be, what I "should" be accomplishing so that I can accept and make the most of the way things are. This is a Major Arcana, and as such leaves little room to argue. A lot of what I am doing just is not working, and I am in some unworkable situations and relationships. With no prejudice to the people involved, they are sucking up my precious time and creating drama that distracts my focus, so they have to go. This is not the fault of any person but myself, who allowed it to go this far. I have no ideas to figuratively kill any of the relationships off, but rather to let the part of myself that craves them go.
Looking to The Empress, the idea of letting things go so that I have energy to focus on what matters most, my family and my work, becomes emphasized. Like many women, I feel guilty if I cannot do it all (look back at that Seven of Swords) and I feel overwhelmed and stressed when I do try to do it all. And, let's be honest, in my physical condition I cannot do it all. Prioritization is a must. I also see the need to focus on my home, my family, because The Empress is the mother, and in this house I am the mother. She also rules over creativity and all my work is creative, but I have lost myself a bit in the day to day running, and lost a little of my spark for the rest as a result. Maybe that is one of the things up for being eliminated- I focus on what I love to do, what I can nurture, and let the rest fall into place, because while business has to get taken care of, love and passion for what I do has to come first.
I also see in this card that a happy home, good food, love, laughter, good sex, self care, are all important to getting my mojo back. I have been trying to push myself out of my comfort zone, but I see that digging into is probably the answer for me, for now.
|Daniloff Tarot- Ace of Pentacles|
These cards are from Tarot by Alexander Daniloff 2012, which is self published by the artist.