|Deviant Moon Tarot - Two of Pentacles, The Hanged Man, Four of Pentacles|
This reading begins with what is perhaps the most iconic image of the deck, the belly dancing two of Pentacles (who also graces my living room wall as a beautiful print). Belly dancing is one of those mysteries, wherein the tight discipline of the physical body leads to beautiful expression of the soul. Pentacles deal with physical aspects of life, often money, possessions, our bodies. She is displaying her back to us, which strikes me in a particularly soft spot as I am several surgeries and countless procedures into treatment for a back injury that is not vastly improving. At this point treatment has moved from the attempt to make a full recovery to simply trying to keep me in as little pain as possible. This has affected every aspect of my life, and my family's lives, and honestly, it sucks. It's a terrible thing to have happened to a fairly young person, but I need to focus on the fact that I am able to get treatment and that my quality of life has changed, but whether it is diminished or not is up to me. I have many blessings and just this one cross to bear, which in the cosmic equation puts me squarely on the positive side of things.
The intrepid belly dancer is turned away from The Hanged Man and the Four of Pentacles, who are in turn focused on each other and ignoring her, too. She doesn't have time to deal with them when she is so focused on her intricate dance and keeping her own Pentacles carefully balanced. She is focused on the solution.
The Hanged Man is one of the most neutral cards in the deck for me, taking his spectrum of meaning from where I see him in a spread and the cards nearby, as well as the feeling it evokes in me. By the nature of his situation, The Hanged Man is in limbo. Sometimes limbo is a good place to be, offering us a safe harbor to rest, to heal, to assess, but sometimes it becomes a place to hide, to avoid making hard choices, and to keep from facing the next phase of the journey.
The Four of Pentacles features a man with a fearful expression, facing towards The Hanged Man, and not paying any attention at all to the real problem, which is the demon whispering terrible things in his ear as she leads him towards the fire. This is me. I fear staying in limbo, and I fear the fire of the pain I am in. Sometimes I focus on the problems in life, instead of the solutions, and the Two of Pentacles, with her cool serenity and intense focus, reminds me that the way out of all my issues is to focus on the solution and not get bogged down in worrying over the problem. I can't instantly fix my back, and I can't go back in time to prevent the injury, which was probably inevitable anyway, but I can focus on doing what makes me feel better, I can focus on all the beautiful things in my life, and I can focus on the other areas of life, like writing and enjoying my family, which can be altered but not ruined by this back injury.
It is my intention to share Halloween themed decks throughout the month of October. If you have a favorite one I would love to hear about it, or if there is one in particular you would like to see, please tell me so I can check my collection to see if I can share it, or track it down. This is my favorite time of the year, and I love to share the fun!
The images in this post are from the Deviant Moon Tarot by Patrick Valenza for U.S. Games Systems, Inc. Mine has been lovingly altered by removing the borders, but it is now available in a borderless edition. An eagerly awaited companion book is forthcoming.